I figured I'd start up a non-IC tumblr thingamabob, for my random arts/thoughts/rebloggings.
well, thats enough internet for today
I need this
Does this come in varying colours, because I want a rainbow of them.
This is actually really pretty and I want one (I live at home I cannot order this pillow but oh man), because look at all the peen. Some of them are all ‘rah, I am sexy and ready to go’ and some of them are all cute and shy and just resting, and there’s one that’s just kind of halfway between, and I like how different they are.
Cecil is non-binary, and sometimes wears dresses and frilly things. Carlos always treats them like they're the best thing in the world, but when they wears frilly things he starts treating them like a princess. This includes a very nice heart shaped paddle and very slow, passionate, Princess/servent boy forbidden love fantasies.
- Mod D
I have thoughts and feelings below a cut and will be looking at this from both a Doylist and Watsonian perspective (and hey, non-binary headcanons! Nice.)
fckyeahitslauren replied to your photo: “I can’t do this anymore.”:Not sure which interpretation is more infuriating: that they know the real meaning and consider Cecilos subtext or that they think they’re all legitimate examples of queer representation.
We can argue that the EROTIC aspect is subtextual even though the homosexuality is thankfully not? And… I mean… Okay. They’re in a relationship, and maybe this person hadn’t gotten to that point yet and managed to not get spoilered to hell and back (if so: how?), but there’s also whatever the hell Cecil and Earl could have had, and all the beautiful boys of Europe, and the huge amount of people who heacanoned Steve as an ex boyfriend before that reveal… so I wouldn’t be too hard on them for describing Night Vale as having homoerotic subtext… We just ALSO have a TEXTUAL RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN QUEER CHARACTERS HOORAY. And maybe they’re still at Cecil’s unrequited longing and don’t know about Carlos yet somehow so… /shrug.
I don’t think I’ve ever seen a dom/sub Cecilos fic where Carlos is just really into domming. Like, several where Cecil just fucking loves subbing and Carlos is all “alright, whatever makes you happy, let’s give it a shot” and he discovers that he likes it but I don’t think I’ve ever seen it the other way around.
I love baby dom!Carlos, don’t get me wrong, that’s definitely my favorite. I just don’t ever recall seeing experienced dom!Carlos with newbie sub!Cecil
This was where the Cecil and Carlos were headed when I wrote a phone sex AU-that-kind-of-merged-with-canon, but because the plot itself was resolved before they got heavily into things, it didn’t really feature beyond Carlos really loving how sweet and compliant and potentially-subby Cecil was… Which means I might have to write a sequel at some point but wow my list of things to write is super long…
Pet!Cecil doing a lot of extra chores around the house and his reward is building a big blanket fort with Carlos. Carlos having a lot of slow, sexy fun with his precious kitten and Cecil getting to be a super pampered sub for a while.
THIS IS MY LIFE. Anon, whoever you are, thank you. It’s beautiful.
not-so-baby-anymore-Dom Carlos doing a little research, saving up for a hotel room, and taking Cecil to the Folsom Street Fair. Cecil bouncing around excitedly from one thing to the next until Carlos threatens to just put him on a leash. Cecil has no objections (but maybe he's really not sure how to ask if Carlos would urinate on him in public, because that guy over there seems to be *really* enjoying it and what if it's fun? What if it's the most fun? But what if Carlos thinks it's gross?)
While pee is almost always the opposite of my thing, I love the mental image of Cecil bouncing around a BDSM/kink festival at the end of a leash. And the idea that he’s super open to almost all the kinks. Just “I’d let you do that to me. Oh, I’d let you do *that* to me! You could do that to me if you want to. I’d let you do that to me.”
Cecil having obedient subspace days and 'demanding' subspace days-- not the same as acting up to earn a punishment, just being extra, extra needy/clingy when he hits that point sometimes. Usually in the form of absolutely needing his mouth on Carlos somewhere. Carlos letting Cecil suck on his fingers post-blowjob while he strokes his hair and asks him if he needs to come down a little or if he's happy. Cecil trying to answer without taking his mouth off of Carlos.
Cecil being super needy and clingy and oral fixation-y is something I will never get enough of, by the way.
straight boys think girls can’t take compliments, and that’s ridiculous cause i’ve seen so many girls compliment each other, i’ve seen conversations & friendships blossom from girls complimenting each other in line, on the street, at school waiting for the bys, pretty much anywhere.
the problem is straight boys think sexual harassment & assault are compliments.
Cecil sleeps with Earl because he thinks experimenting is a thing friends do, right? And he wouldn't say no to being Earl's boyfriend, but Earl isn't into 'putting labels on things' at that point in life (which makes 'we could have had something' worse years later), and they're not really sexually compatible, and Cecil is fine with being friends-who-experiment, but he's also confused because Earl will say he loves him and stuff, he just won't say they're boyfriends I have a lot of Earl opinions.
Add ‘every kinda-crappy relationship (or not-a-relationship) Cecil’s ever been in and then Carlos is just right’ to the list of things I need to write…
Cecil not wanting to be left alone at ALL during aftercare. Cecil riding on his boyfriend's back after a scene because he doesn't wanna go a second without touching him. Carlos smiling and holding his hand while he goes down to the kitchen to make some snacks for Cecil. Cecil giving Carlos neck kissies while he cooks and Carlos giving him little spoonfuls of whatever he's making so Cecil can tell him if he likes it or not
I will never, ever get tired of Cecilos aftercare headcanons (especially seeing ones that aren’t mine! YAY!)
Cecil just desperately hard and leaking precome and wearing nothing but one of Carlos' labcoats and a collar, on the floor at Carlos' feet, streak of Carlos' come across one cheek, hair all mussed up and Carlos holding on tight to the O ring at the front of his collar telling him he knows Cecil was touching himself while giving Carlos his blowjob, and ordering him to keep his hands *off* and let Carlos have a nice *long* look.
I’m not a dom!Carlos kind of gal, but YES. PLEASE.
- Mod D
Being as I am a Dom Carlos kind of gal… I want someone to draw this. There are so many potential Cecils who would look cute kneeling and desperate…